Tired

[Oblivion]

So tired, and everything feels so fucking heavy, i've lost all reasons to live a long time ago, right now i'm just a corpse walking, but with a constant everlasting excitement for something, I'm always excited for something i don't know what, in the same time i'm dead fucking tired and lost all hope and just need to die and i'm too coward to do it, i have SN, i know what to do, but i'm just a piece of shit who's afraid and lacks the courage to do one brave thing in his pathetic life, i wish someone can kill me and get this over with.

I live in a country ruled by militias and warlords, I've been talking shit about them since 2 years, the shittiest stuff, I don't think they're going to kill me after all this time. i'm tired and i wanna be fucking killed.

@5:25

 

[FuneralCry]

I am extremely tired of being alive too, I feel like I have already died. It can be painful when everything is hopeless. In my case, I see no point to continuing this life. Of course suicide is very difficult as we are programmed to survive, if it was easier I would already be gone. I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[whywere]

You are NOT, NOT a piece of shit ever. You have a lot of courage, as far as you exist in a country that is ruled not by the people but by, as you said, warlords. I live in the U.S. and I know that I could never make it in a situation like you have to endure. You are such a brave and kind person and I really care about you as a friend.

That is why I have to say it again, that you are a very valuable soul here on SS and in the world in general. It is folks like you who help make the world a better place with your kindness towards others.

You always have a friend in me, and I wish you a great upcoming week filled with sunny blue skies.

Please try and remember that it is folks like YOU, who helped me so darn much this last week with chronic pain procedures and I need you around so saty healthy!

My best to you always,

Walter

 

[Oblivion]

You are NOT, NOT a piece of shit ever. You have a lot of courage, as far as you exist in a country that is ruled not by the people but by, as you said, warlords. I live in the U.S. and I know that I could never make it in a situation like you have to endure. You are such a brave and kind person and I really care about you as a friend.

That is why I have to say it again, that you are a very valuable soul here on SS and in the world in general. It is folks like you who help make the world a better place with your kindness towards others.

You always have a friend in me, and I wish you a great upcoming week filled with sunny blue skies.

Please try and remember that it is folks like YOU, who helped me so darn much this last week with chronic pain procedures and I need you around so saty healthy!

My best to you always,

Walter

Please stop this feel good bullshit, i know you mean well and thank you, but i hate these things

 

[whywere]

Please stop this feel good bullshit, i know you mean well and thank you, but i hate these things

HI! I am sorry and I will not bother you in the future. I appreciate the fact that at least you did not curse at me and/or be derogatory towards me.

Have a good one.

Walter

 

[Oblivion]

HI! I am sorry and I will not bother you in the future. I appreciate the fact that at least you did not curse at me and/or be derogatory towards me.

Have a good one.

Walter

No I was an asshole the way I replied, I was just angry, I'm so sorry for that

 

[whywere]

No I was an asshole the way I replied, I was just angry, I'm so sorry for that

No problem. Everyone, especially me! have bad days/times and I fully understand. I thank you so much as it shows that your a kind soul and I would really appreciate it very much if I can call you a good friend of mine.

My best to you,

Walter