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SomedayorNexttime

SomedayorNexttime

I hope death is nice to me
Jul 13, 2025
72
I am tired of laying in bed ashamed of my thoughts or past actions. But I can't stop because I think I deserve judgement.

I hate myself so badly and I don't know what to do.

If there was a button I could press to end it all, I would.
 
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DeadSouls

DeadSouls

Perpetually sad.
Jun 23, 2025
109
I'm sorry. Try to be kind to yourself in small ways if/when you can. Even it's just splashing cool water on your face or eating something good. Xoxox
 
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TooManyChances

TooManyChances

Member
Jun 30, 2025
63
I am tired of laying in bed ashamed of my thoughts or past actions. But I can't stop because I think I deserve judgement.

I hate myself so badly and I don't know what to do.

If there was a button I could press to end it all, I would.
Your past actions don't dictate who you are right now, but how you feel. I've been there. Nowadays I'm just tired of this complicated life. And yes, that button is looking juicy.
 
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