Venting Tired of Existing

[Hirokami]

I'm a useless piece of shit, and recent events made me realize how fucking worthless I really am. I can't even help other people financially as I can't find a goddamn job, no matter how hard I try. I'd be more useful if I were dead. At least I wouldn't be a financial drain. My loved ones can dump me in a river for all I care. I'd be dead, so it's not like I'd know. Plus, a funeral would be even more burdensome for others. If I can't be useful to the ones I claim to care about, what use is there for me to exist?

I'm too broke to afford the actual good methods and I'm such an utter fuck up, so I'd end up hospitalized rather than dead which would make me even more burdensome (fuck the American healthcare system). So, I'm doomed to exist to be a fucking burden. Oh fucking well

 

[fastFWD]

sorry about how you are feeling and about your bum luck finding work; i hope with persistence you eventually can find something and then can kick that 'worthless' feeling to the curb. if a reference will help you i can pretend to be whoever you need me to be and give you a colorful review.

 

[fred farkle]

sorry about how you are feeling and about your bum luck finding work; i hope with persistence you eventually can find something and then can kick that 'worthless' feeling to the curb. if a reference will help you i can pretend to be whoever you need me to be and give you a colorful review.

sounds like fun! "Hirokami is the most diligent and hard working person i have ever met! Hirokami always goesfar beyond what is required,often working 16 hours a day,and mopping the floor,and has an incredible iqcan read minds and levitate objects in the air! "