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Method Tips for finding suicide kits

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FreshCrabs

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Oct 28, 2025
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idk if i can ask to buy one here but if i cant does anyone know tips on where i can find a reliable one? cant find it on the clear web. i dont have a specific method in mind but i dont know if that matters at this point. i live in texas if that matters
 
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ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
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Just get a Gun, you live in Texas
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
234
FreshCrabs said:
idk if i can ask to buy one here but if i cant does anyone know tips on where i can find a reliable one? cant find it on the clear web. i dont have a specific method in mind but i dont know if that matters at this point. i live in texas if that matters
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i wish there were some. hidden in plain sight. so far no luck. its much harder then people think
 
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charlavail

Student
Mar 19, 2026
140
what do you mean by "kit"? i mean yeah someone said you live in texas, I'm from the south originally it's not hard to get a variety of methods especially given the laws rn with firearms, etc.
 
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knowledgeseeking

Experienced
Apr 5, 2025
247
FreshCrabs said:
idk if i can ask to buy one here but if i cant does anyone know tips on where i can find a reliable one? cant find it on the clear web. i dont have a specific method in mind but i dont know if that matters at this point. i live in texas if that matters
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I'm in TX too. Gun is easy to buy. Nitrogen tank is easily obtainable. SN is possible obtain. Sounds like you need to pick a method and then you can figure out how to execute it.
 
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FreshCrabs

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Oct 28, 2025
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knowledgeseeking said:
I'm in TX too. Gun is easy to buy. Nitrogen tank is easily obtainable. SN is possible obtain. Sounds like you need to pick a method and then you can figure out how to execute it.
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been meaning to do SN but im having a hard time getting it.

also gun sounds too painful and i want to die peacefully lol
 
Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
176
FreshCrabs said:
been meaning to do SN but im having a hard time getting it.

also gun sounds too painful and i want to die peacefully lol
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Wouldn't destroying the brain stem make you incapable of feeling pain pretty much instantly? SN is generally not painful, but you do have to push through some really unpleasant effects for several minutes (and resist the survival instinct of calling for help), whereas a gun is a fraction of a second
 
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