I have access to SN with the highest purity from chemical company.
I could order it and go to get it in person, which means no possible interception like when the delivery is used.
I got SN intercepted 3 times by my family when I ordered it online already.
I have seriously attempted suicide 2 times, 1 which I almost died and ended in a hospital.
I am trapped between the feelings of wanting to try and wanting to die.
Maybe if I drop out from university, it will be the tipping point.
I could order it and go to get it in person, which means no possible interception like when the delivery is used.
I got SN intercepted 3 times by my family when I ordered it online already.
I have seriously attempted suicide 2 times, 1 which I almost died and ended in a hospital.
I am trapped between the feelings of wanting to try and wanting to die.
Maybe if I drop out from university, it will be the tipping point.
