Story Time to go now

[thebigpigman]

So my time has come. i have decided to take Disopyramide, along with propranol, as it will slow down my heart beat a lot. i will be using SN too.

what will happen if my heart beat becomes too slow?
also i will be fasting from liquids and solids from 7.30 pm and take SN at 2.30 am
hopefully everything works out.
i will be here till 20th sept.
i will post my full method on 18th sept
hopefully some guys will help me out. and this will also help other people too.

 

[LadyAlastor]

So my time has come. i have decided to take Disopyramide, along with propranol, as it will slow down my heart beat a lot. i will be using SN too.

what will happen if my heart beat becomes too slow?
also i will be fasting from liquids and solids from 7.30 pm and take SN at 2.30 am
hopefully everything works out.
i will be here till 20th sept.
i will post my full method on 18th sept
hopefully some guys will help me out. and this will also help other people too.

Rest peace my friend, may you find the warmth and love in the the after life.
may the dark mother guide you.

 

[phoenixx]

I wish you all the best and I hope you finally find peace. Remember, if things don't work out, don't be afraid to come back here. We are here for you!

 

[ItsTimeToExit]

Go easy into that sweet eternal sleep.

 

[cantwaitbefree]

Wish you the best !

 

[hʚll]

i hope you peace and no more suffering

 

[thebigpigman]

I want to thank everyone of you for your kind comments. Life has been very hard for me. Taught me many things which i wished i would never learn.

my hopes are way too high to upset myself. i was just daydreaming and nothing worked out which lead me to this dark path. i feel so fucked up and numb and literally i am just crying and cant help myself.

since i know that i will die next week makes me feel weak and shattered. i broke down. anyways thank you guys.

i will post my final method on 19th.lets see.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[NOPAIN]

I wish you peace

 

[thebigpigman]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

i dont know what the fuck is happening with me. every time i think that i wont be here by next wednesday, i break down and crying. i am totally fucked up. cant stop crying. help.

 

[hʚll]

i dont know what the fuck is happening with me. every time i think that i wont be here by next wednesday, i break down and crying. i am totally fucked up. cant stop crying. help.

i'm sorry you are suffering so much. i'm sure many of us who are sure that killing ourselves is the only thing to do, cry so much because of the pain they were forced to go through, because even if our life is bound to end and so our suffering, that still doesn't make it fair. it has always been a profound injustice to come in this world without choice and to not even have compassion given to let us go freely and peacefully. i am sorry you have to go through all this, alone, because no one except us would give you the support and comfort you need to exit.
i hope you will find the strenght you need.
peace...

 

[Midgardsorm]

i dont know what the fuck is happening with me. every time i think that i wont be here by next wednesday, i break down and crying. i am totally fucked up. cant stop crying. help.

We're here, friend.

I'm sorry for how much you're suffering. It's okay to postpone, don't feel ashamed. Maybe you're not ready yet, SN is there and will go nowhere.
Know that you can talk to us, anything we can do to help, we will.

 

[thebigpigman]

We're here, friend.

I'm sorry for how much you're suffering. It's okay to postpone, don't feel ashamed. Maybe you're not ready yet, SN is there and will go nowhere.
Know that you can talk to us, anything we can do to help, we will.

the more i think, i will have to die, the more sad i get. i break down and start crying.

 

[neitherherenorthere]

You may pass out if your heart rate goes too low, but don't quote me on that.

As @Midgardsorm said, there's no shame in postponing. Neither the date nor your decision are set in stone. The community is here for you and will support you as best we can in whatever way you need.