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Mgl91

Mgl91

Nothing is real
Feb 16, 2020
193
lately i'm back in my worst emotional moment. I sleep a few hours awake for dreams that tear my soul between mixes of things that happened and others not. I really want peace. I am carefully looking for the method from a while ago but I know that at some point I will be able to get it. It makes me very sad the few people that I am going to hurt when I succeed but I am not well and I am not going to get better I am already years old and I have not been happy for a long time I cannot take this sadness that invades me all the time ...
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
I am sorry you feel like that... Sadness is a cruel thing especially if it does not let you alone. Before I was trying to immerse myself in humor, it temporarily helps. You know, sometimes there are jokes which can make you laugh even if you are feeling terribly odd. It is not a panacea, but used to help me a lot preventing me from getting mad. A kind of distraction can be helpful at times, that's a runaway. It is really hard to bear misery all the time, try to find out what works for you if you a need a short break from that feeling. Good luck to you!
 
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What I found is that when I get in that mood, I'll do whatever that will distract me. When my life is in the dumps, anything helps. Watch a movie or play a video game, do what makes you happy, screw what other people think. You have nothing to lose.
 
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