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FairyHeart

FairyHeart

Member
May 7, 2022
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I noticed that most discussion on this forum is centered around ctb via gases or drugs. What do you guys think about hanging as a method? I don't have any access to gases or drugs, so I'm going with partial suspension and I'm worried now because so little people seem to choose that route
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,601
In my case, the access to methods is very limited, so I will have no choice but to resort to hanging when I get very desperate. To me hanging does sound like a difficult method because of the survival instinct, and there is also the fear of failure which is what holds me back from attempting. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, no one should have to resort to risky methods in the first place. It is cruel how the society denies us the option of peaceful exit. More than anything I wish that it was easier to leave, it is so awful feeling as though I am trapped in this world.

I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.
 
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gottablast888

gottablast888

Student
Apr 15, 2022
171
ive watched many ctb videos and hanging looked pretty peaceful compared to some methods, but i have been choked and lifted above the ground by my neck and it was one of the most painful experiences of my life
 

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