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golgappa

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Oct 7, 2024
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Been having anxiety for all the time for 3 weeks now, when it goes away I feel at peace than something worse happens like the next day...I really believe it's better if I die but the thought of what will happen after me scares me
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I imagine it must be tiring what you have to go through, it's cruel to me how existing can easily get worse. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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golgappa

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Oct 7, 2024
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I imagine it must be tiring what you have to go through, it's cruel to me how existing can easily get worse. But anyway I wish you the best.
Thank u for your kind words I am trying I been trying but it never works out it's always this in the end and I have to try again i don't wanna die I wanna live but I think it's best to end it here cause there is nothing better left I am just delaying it.
 
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Sep 15, 2023
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Thank u for your kind words I am trying I been trying but it never works out it's always this in the end and I have to try again i don't wanna die I wanna live but I think it's best to end it here cause there is nothing better left I am just delaying it.
if you could describe it maybe we can suggest something
 

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