thoughts before dying.

[Hope]

dying is something so decisive that I can't imagine what thoughts might cross someone's head when they are dying by suicide. when i've tried to kill myself my mind is blank and I feel like I'm doing everyday stuff. Like..." It's nothing... Just die."

 

[Jblack]

Those are exactly my feelings or lack there of. When I practice it just seems like another chore. There is no memories going through my head nor any regrets. It it just something I do. I am sure when I do exit it will be very matter of factly, I put the noose around my neck, step off into space and the lights go out.

 

[FuneralCry]

When I eventually try to ctb, I will think of how if I manage to do this, I will get the peace I am looking for and I will be free of all suffering. I think these thoughts will help me to overcome the SI. It is difficult to ctb as it requires a lot of courage. If it was easier I would already be gone.

 

[existtosuffer]

It's frustrating how much our body is programmed to survive even though we are dying everyday.