anxivoid
My hand, can you reach it?
- Aug 23, 2020
- 116
I mean, if the pressure is enough and you start to faint, and there is no one around, what could go wrong?
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anxivoid
My hand, can you reach it?
- Aug 23, 2020
- 116
Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
- 1,627
A lot of people fail partial for a number of reasons from their ligature snapping, anchor point not being strong enough, only cutting off jugular veins, SI kicking in etcTried and failed last night, I think I just got the angle and tension wrong, only blacked out briefly. Plus it hurt a lot and I have very obvious marks on my neck I'll need to hide with a scarf until they fade.
Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
- 1,627
What did you try to hang from? That's what I'm worried about. Failing and then having a bruised neck
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,109
Because I had a 'brillant' idea to hang myself when I was extremely drunk. No wonder it failed, f**k I am so dumb... Anyway I remember it partially. I tried to press down my neck against the ligature, I even lubricated it with soap to make it quicker. Well, I didn't pass out in 1 minute so I aborted the attempt... or at least it is what I remember. I had no scars on neck so probably I didn't even do a proper load. I was too drunk even to stand vertically so... next time I'll make sure I'm sober and I can control what I do.
A dressing gown tie and the railing in my built in robe. I don't think the issue was the method or materials; like I say I just did it wrong. I got drunk and high first thinking that would make it easier but was in hindsight a mistake.Last edited:
grungeCat
Awkward & weird
- Jul 5, 2020
- 1,109
Failed again, the pain is just too much for me. I couldn't press down my neck cuz I instantly choked and vomitted. It's so ridiculous - you have to go through so much pain in order to stop feeling pain. Ibuprofen + paracetamol didn't help much.
Kevin_theFrog
Someone failing at school & in life
- Jun 27, 2020
- 63
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