This is going to be my last post in this community, i will catch to bus soon , few days or weeks, still need to finish some stuff before i go , i just wanted to take this chance while I could to thank you all for your support and kind words , it's really nice to find a place where the less unfortunate like us could talk and share experiences, I believe some of you will get over this period, and some of you will only find peace in the grave, but one should consider all the options first , be rational as much as he could , the image will become clear, thank you all for everything, may peace finds you wherever you are 
