This was the last place.

[Sweetcheeks]

This was the last place I decided to put my emotions into. Now I feel like certain people are targeting me so I won't even post on here. This is making it impossible for me to talk to anyone. About anything. I can't afford proper counseling. Im sure they're laughing at me. I guess im done here too.

 

[IndictEvolution]

What happened? You can PM me if you want. There are people who join this site just to fuck with others psychologically, they get off on it.

 

[Griever]

 

[Forveleth]

I looked at your posts. You are saying a lot of the generic, "feel good" responses that anti-suicide people use. I know you might be trying to help others but saying things like:

I'm thinking about ending my life. I don't want to. But there's so many reasons to. And not enough reasons not to.
Looking for some people who want to talk.
Maybe you feel the same way?

She wouldn't want you to die because you are in pain.
Please reconsider.

I hope you choose not to kill yourself.

is exactly not what anyone on this section of the site wants to hear. People in this section of the forum have heard that all before and consider it absolute BS. Most of the people on this part don't want to hear encouragement or good words about living. They just want to get compassion and understanding on their choice to die.

I understand you want to be comforting and encouraging to people, and that's great. If you would like to do so, I suggest going to the Recovery section of the site, however.

 

[Apathy79]

It's hard to imagine the grief you've gone through recently losing 2 loved ones in quick succession. Some of your posts are sad, but beautiful in their raw emotion. I appreciate the posts but struggle to reply to them because I don't know what to say (like many posts here).

As for targeters, it can happen from time to time if you hit a nerve. I think on balance most will appreciate your honesty.