This time next year, do you think you will be dead?

[Wait-Bus]

I imagine I will be. For some reason, it makes me feel content.

 

[universe]

Yes I think I would be dead. I can't imagine living there. I plan to do a test for the CTB soon.

 

[sleeps]

i sure hope so

 

[HerculePoirot]

Probably not: my profile is particular. I'm here to prepare myself for the days my old body will no longer serve me properly. Recently, I had some fears of a possible fatal cancer, that's why I came here. It appears it was something else, much less serious.
So, I will probably catch a bus one day, to avoid becoming a burden for my family and for the society. But not tomorrow. In the meantime, I'm learning a lot of things, and I'm discovering a lot of nice people here.

 

[hungry_ghost]

For some reason, I have a desire to go out at the end of the year, around December, but this year, I do not feel ready.

As much as I hate this life, I just don't feel that compulsion.

Like, when you know, you know.

 

[universe]

For some reason, I have a desire to go out at the end of the year, around December, but this year, I do not feel ready.

As much as I hate this life, I just don't feel that compulsion.

Like, when you know, you know.

Same for me, December would be my month.

 

[toasterbath]

100% and that actually makes me very content and comfortable knowing that as well.

 

[akirat9]

no i will be dead this year. my teammate did in fact ctb. there's nothing left for me here to this world

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately it's likely that I will still be here but of course we cannot predict the future. Death could come for us at any moment. But I certainly wish not to be here, finally being at rest and being free from the burden of existence would be ideal, but actually leaving this life behind at a time of my own choosing is not so straightforward.

 

[Ceterum]

likely still going to be here, I reckon. Whether this is good or bad, I'm not sure

 

[Dying Failure]

Yes before the end of the night I will be gone. My days are getting worse along with my thoughts. The method I've chose I've researched and seems to be the easiest way to go. I could not imagine living another day at this point. I will see you all on the other side. Good luck and best wishes to you all.

 

[Sad_Sack]

I don't want to be here for this Thanksgiving even.

 

[MidnightDream]

I'd like to think I will be. I'm not ready, and I hope that choice isn't taken away from me

 

[NoLightRemains]

I think there's a decent chance I'm gone by next summer. Depends on how the next 6 months plays out.

 

[redeyepiranha]

I hope I'll be gone, need to get out of this hellscape we call the world

 

[jodes2]

Unfortunately I'll probably still be here

 

[Wait-Bus]

I'd like to think I will be. I'm not ready, and I hope that choice isn't taken away from me

What needs to happen before you are ready?

 

[ikadasui]

Been telling myself I'll be gone by then for years now and sadly... I do hope so though! Hell, anyday could be the day with the way i'm constantly on the decline

 

[outrider567]

No doubt I'll be gone by this time next year, most likely much sooner

 

[avoid_slow_death]

God I fucking hope so....

 

[nopride86]

Probably not. When I found this site a year ago I was hoping to be gone by now. So really, as much as I wouldn't like to be, I will still probably be here a year from now.

 

[avaug]

I sincerely hope so, but I'm so jaded with life I can't help but feel something will get in my way like it always does

 

[PurpleMonkey]

Good question. Basically, the expiry date of my soon-to-arrive SN is going to be my motivator: if it's expiring soon, better make a date out of it; if it's gonna last a while, I'll finish up my Bucket List and figure out what fun I can have with the remaining 25K I have shored up.

 

[Tesha]

I'm just finishing writing the letter to the coroner explaining the causes and contributory things that led to me taking my own life, especially the failings around the lack of trauma support and understanding. Might as well help them with their job a little…. Maybe get a couple of recommendations for improvements out of it. Then I'll spend a few weeks/months preparing everything else before setting off on my journey around the universe again.

 

[LesbianCarpetPython]

I reckon two years

 

[Hell-On-Earth]

It all depends on if I'm successful in my next attempt.

 

[MidnightDream]

What needs to happen before you are ready?

I honestly don't know. I'm just waiting. Sorry that's not a very good answer. Maybe I'm still holding out some hope that things will improve

 

[achromatic]

Hopefully yes

 

[BloodyNobody]

I hope so :(

 

[spectraltease]

I imagine I will be. For some reason, it makes me feel content.

Hard question because so often I turned back but I hope this time yes.