This sucks...

[new.solution1]

I look around, and everyone else gets to live a life free from CTB. It's never on their minds, they will never have to do it. The way I was before.

Now, for years, It's always on my mind, like torture. And I will HAVE to do it.

I didn't do anything to deserve this.

 

[I-can-only-imagine]

I had a shrink tell me I just have to learn to live with chronic suicidality- ummm yeh fuck that!

 

[new.solution1]

I had a shrink tell me I just have to learn to live with chronic suicidality- ummm yeh fuck that!

Shrinks do that a lot...

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is so unfair and I'm sorry you have to deal with all this suffering. I know that it can be unbearable living a life that is just pain and misery. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Unicornsrnot4dislife]

It makes me wonder if everyone around me secretly does too, how can I be so different from them hating life?!
You don't deserve this

 

[Al Cappella]

Good news is that research shows that microdosing ketamine reduces or gets rid of suicidal ideation.

 

[Superdeterminist]

I really think the universe is evil. You've highlighted a perfect example of one of its evils.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

It's total hell