Venting This life isn’t real

[seasons4changing]

I can laugh. Nothing is real. Nothing matters. This journey is a long horrible dream. I can laugh my life can't be real. Too much crap too much pain too much disasters . I hate my life. Just want to go out asap. I'm done with everyone and everything .

 

[CantDoIt]

This is how I'm approaching it in all seriousness. Straight up thought maybe some entity in the "real" world was conspiring against me or something at this point like some humans are just chosen to suffer in ultra specific ways

 

[seasons4changing]

This is how I'm approaching it in all seriousness. Straight up thought maybe some entity in the "real" world was conspiring against me or something at this point like some humans are just chosen to suffer in ultra specific ways

Yeah this has to be all a big ass joke and some of us are the punch line. Screw this tho I'm gonna exit soon and they can screw themselves .

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I think we are in a broken simulation.....

 

[seasons4changing]

I think we are in a broken simulation.....

Most likely. I get layered dreams it's terrible I never know what's real or what's not. I can laugh and laugh this is so ridiculous having to live life like this

 

[pariah80]

I feel the exact same way. This has to be some kind of broken game or simulation. Too many concentrated things have happened to me to just consider them coincidence. Someone, or something, is doing this. Fuck this game/simulation/hellworld/shit hole.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just wish to be gone as well, I hope you find the freedom you are looking for.

 

[Animaniax]

Feel that too

 

[Surai]

I feel the exact same way. This has to be some kind of broken game or simulation. Too many concentrated things have happened to me to just consider them coincidence. Someone, or something, is doing this. Fuck this game/simulation/hellworld/shit hole.

Honestly Ive felt this, certain things tend to happen alot to myself, patterns on patterns on patterns, and this long drawn out torture even. Makes me think and think and loops in a way that seems so out of reach. Like im chasing after something that is hurting me, not the other way around

 

[Animaniax]

Maybe it's evidence that we're meant to leave soon. Like we're being summoned back

 

[opheliaoveragain]

completely relate to this. life feels like the truman show sometimes.

 

[SpencerSees]

THIS IS TRUE, I'm sure of it! Someone is playing the cruelest joke on us all, because they can. It's a little funny if you think about it

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Unfortunately it's real. And it's immensely painful too