Help This is where/how i'm gonna ctb with partial suspension, I need advice/feedback !!!

[mofkiy]

I'm going to ctb attempting partial suspension hanging in about a month or two. Here is where I'm gonna do it. It's the only suitable place I could find since I don't have access to anything particularly high, but I believe this is high enough, it's also the only place where I can do it with less risks of being caught since I live with my family (although I feel terribly bad for traumatizing them like that, but I genuinely can't keep on living anymore)
I'm obviously gonna move the nearby stuff and any items that may be in the way. My plan is to tie the rope around what I believe are called the "mounting tabs". So is there anything I should be aware of or keep in mind? I would appreciate any feedback or advice you might have !!

 

[tonicer]

Did you try pulling on it? If it moves by pulling on it it won't hold your entire body. Not sure how much you weigh but you should test it first. Also i think it's better to do it in nature so your family doesn't find you.

 

[mofkiy]

Did you try pulling on it? If it moves by pulling on it it won't hold your entire body. Not sure how much you weigh but you should test it first. Also i think it's better to do it in nature so your family doesn't find you.

I live in an extremely strict household where despite my grown age, I'm not allowed to do anything (in this case, leaving the house), so I really don't have anywhere to try.
I'm not sure about my weight, the last time I checked it was about 60kg but apparently i've lost a significant amount of weight in the past few years

 

[TimeTraveling4]

To start off I just wanna say I'm in the same situation as you. I originally considered hanging as my method but I didn't have a place to put the rope for full suspension hanging. I had a closet which maybe could've worked if I decided to do partial hanging but I decided against it. I ultimately settled for SN. Are you unable to use SN?

 

[mofkiy]

To start off I just wanna say I'm in the same situation as you. I originally considered hanging as my method but I didn't have a place to put the rope for full suspension hanging. I had a closet which maybe could've worked if I decided to do partial hanging but I decided against it. I ultimately settled for SN. Are you unable to use SN?

Yeah unfortunately SN is not an option for me :( I'm broke and it seems to be very complicated to buy in my country. I would've settled for SN but sadly I'm unable to use it