This is what I want to look like

[Life_and_Death]

It's 1 reason why I don't eat

He was helping me love myself.. And it was working...
He already loved my "flaws" so he didn't have to 'fake' it. And...i remember he told me that when I sent him a picture it was like a present (or something close to that).
If I'm a present and he's gone, I guess that makes me unwrapped and thrown aside.
Image problems, I've been wanting to do a rate me but sending pics (especially strangers) is kinda uncomfortable

 

[notAfather]

My fiance left me after my first ctb attempt, and it destroyed what little bit of self esteem I had left. "Thrown aside" says it all for me, and I'm sorry that you feel the way you do.

 

[Life_and_Death]

My fiance left me after my first ctb attempt, and it destroyed what little bit of self esteem I had left. "Thrown aside" says it all for me, and I'm sorry that you feel the way you do.

He's been around for my first attempt and many emotional nights after. Self esteem is something I never learned sadly, but I know just before he left I would be looking in the mirror, I'd start thinking about how I hate myself then I'd start thinking of him and smile..

I'm sorry she left you. Sadly depression and related can be hard on people. Of course this just confuses me, if you can't handle it what makes you think I can? By that logic alone a close one leaving is basically a green light and their thoughts don't matter anymore, at least that's how I feel.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

This is what I want to look like.

 

[Mr2005]

I'm glad you don't or I wouldn't dare talk to you

 

[Life_and_Death]

I'm glad you don't or I wouldn't dare talk to you

I've been here for 2yrs and Id be surprised if you sent me 5 comments, I think I'm safe anyway lol