This is my routine

[SadGirl]

Whenever I say I'm thinking about suicide or that I want to commit suicide, my family says things like, "Go ahead, you can go to hell, you're just blackmailing me." I was even admitted to a psychiatric clinic for attempted suicide last year, and even then they don't take me seriously. Not to mention that my family speaks badly of me, saying negative things, as if I were a monster or something. I really don't know what to do; talking doesn't help. I'm tired of this, so much humiliation, not to mention the mess of my addictions.

 

[peacebenow]

It's the worst feeling not to be taken seriously. I'm sorry you are going through this.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

My family also don't take my issues seriously, I know how irritating it can feel. Whatever your family says doesn't determine the validity of your struggles. You are absolutely struggling so much and deserve to be loved and supported through it. I'm so sorry that the people you should be able to trust cant be there for you.

 

[isthisthingon]

Whenever I say I'm thinking about suicide or that I want to commit suicide, my family says things like, "Go ahead, you can go to hell, you're just blackmailing me." I was even admitted to a psychiatric clinic for attempted suicide last year, and even then they don't take me seriously. Not to mention that my family speaks badly of me, saying negative things, as if I were a monster or something. I really don't know what to do; talking doesn't help. I'm tired of this, so much humiliation, not to mention the mess of my addictions.

What are your addictions? Anything that could help CTB

 

[byec560]

What are your addictions? Anything that could help CTB

Devil whispering in your ear be like

 

[Sord17]

I don't know your relationship and I don't want to speak down on them but your family are just ignorant. Flat out. You have experience and knowledge about depression, suicidality, mental health etc that they can't comprehend. I found I have people like this in my support network too, they're well meaning in my case but still, very unhelpful. Depending on these people for help is no good because they know nothing. Same way you're not going to ask someone with no computing experience to say, change a gpu.

Don't even talk to then about this anymore, keep this side of yourself away from them. They are inexperienced and incompetent and the hard truth is they are useless for this situation and they will not get enough experience in time to prevent the worst. Not necessarily saying to cut them off but You have to invest what you can into connecting with professionals and people with experience.

 

[Isolatedloner]

Whenever I say I'm thinking about suicide or that I want to commit suicide, my family says things like, "Go ahead, you can go to hell, you're just blackmailing me." I was even admitted to a psychiatric clinic for attempted suicide last year, and even then they don't take me seriously. Not to mention that my family speaks badly of me, saying negative things, as if I were a monster or something. I really don't know what to do; talking doesn't help. I'm tired of this, so much humiliation, not to mention the mess of my addictions.

You deserve to be taken seriously. Ignore them and be kind to yourself. Wishing you luck in whatever you decide.

 

[SadGirl]

What are your addictions? Anything that could help CTB

I have been abusing alcohol and cocaine.

I don't know your relationship and I don't want to speak down on them but your family are just ignorant. Flat out. You have experience and knowledge about depression, suicidality, mental health etc that they can't comprehend. I found I have people like this in my support network too, they're well meaning in my case but still, very unhelpful. Depending on these people for help is no good because they know nothing. Same way you're not going to ask someone with no computing experience to say, change a gpu.

Don't even talk to then about this anymore, keep this side of yourself away from them. They are inexperienced and incompetent and the hard truth is they are useless for this situation and they will not get enough experience in time to prevent the worst. Not necessarily saying to cut them off but You have to invest what you can into connecting with professionals and people with experience.

My whole family doesn't understand and are ignorant about depression, anxiety, and suicide. I can't count on any of them; they would tell me to check myself into rehab again, which I don't want to do and won't do under any circumstances. So I have to deal with everything alone, with a little help from my psychologist.

 

[BuranaPoe]

Lástima que estés pasando por eso, lo siento mucho. En mi experiencia me distancié de mi familia (emocional y físicamente) ya que no se preocupaban por mí en absoluto, solo los visito unas 3 veces al año, me ayudó mucho a dejar de lado su desprecio y rechazo, no fue fácil y todavía tengo pensamientos intrusivos Por eso, pero fue de gran ayuda. Aunque no tienes medios para mudarte de casa (en caso de que vivas con ellos), te puedo recomendar que te mantengas al margen de la situación familiar y trates de concentrarte en tus asuntos. Buena suerte