Venting Thinking about taking all the medication I have

[suicidesheep31]

Everything is in the title

 

[Lupgevif]

I don't know what medicine you have and how much, but rule of thumb for OD is: don't. Medicine is often made in ways that overdoses aren't immediately fatal, you'll suffer a lot before dying, and even if you don't care about the pain, chances of ending in the hospital, spending a lot of time in there and getting out with severe, irreversible organ damage are huge.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Just to give you an idea of how this can play out as I know someone who did it: There is someone I knew who CTB successfully with this method. However she was alive for days in the hospital with the doctors alternating between "shes gonna live" to "Shes gonna die" until she eventually CTB. She was found hours after taking the meds and was still alive then before being taken to the hospital. This is not a good method.

 

[suicidesheep31]

I also have SN in case of

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I also have SN in case of

Just take the SN. Why risk bad drug interactions and possible liver damage?

 

[Nymph]

Please don't, those meds probably won't do anything and just damage your organs:(

 

[suicidesheep31]

I just need to know what to do with my stuff. I am afraid about SN and would prefer my medecine, because I know how it is working

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

I just need to know what to do with my stuff. I am afraid about SN and would prefer my medecine, because I know how it is working

The medicine is very unlikely to CTB and much more likely to cause bad drug interactions and liver damage. If you take SN at the proper dosage with no or limited vomiting/ER trip you will die

 

[WornOutLife]

Here's some advice because I did exactly that when I tried to CTB:

Don't do it. OD rarely works. I took lorazepam, lamotrigine, aripiprazol, sertraline and clonazepam. I was planning to hang myself after that but I had taken so many pills (60) that the effect was instant and I passed out. I was found unconscious next day, naked (dunno why), and vomited all around. Then, I ended up in a comma for 2 days and 1 month in hospital.

Now, I'm a prisoner in my parents house who is monitored 24/7. However I've won some freedom back and now I'm allowed to go to my apartment once a week.

Anyway, that's my advice and experience. You are free to decide what's best for you.

Lots of hugs and wish u the best

 

[Sherri]

Please don't, I have done that several times, only to end up sleeping for 2 days and have my stomach pumped, think that one well hun.

 

[justanotherstar]

As others gave said, it's highly unlikely you will CTB with an OD and if you do you will likely suffer in the days/weeks following until you pass away. If you have SN you have a golden ticket to CTB. I know it's scary but maybe reread through the resources again and find something that you feel at peace with. Only you can make the decision but I'd hate for you to suffer unnecessarily

 

[suicidesheep31]

I have SN but scared to take it.
If I take, I wish to drink alcohol with but it is not in the Stan's guide. I need to be sure before it
I wish to have the strength for it

 

[Pookie]

Just to give you an idea of how this can play out as I know someone who did it: There is someone I knew who CTB successfully with this method. However she was alive for days in the hospital with the doctors alternating between "shes gonna live" to "Shes gonna die" until she eventually CTB. She was found hours after taking the meds and was still alive then before being taken to the hospital. This is not a good method.

What did she OD on?