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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
785
I'm finding myself looking towards a dark, hopeless future. What are some things in life you think that are worth it? Like... I don't know... Anime?
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
-My dad
-My dog
-The TV Shows, anime and manga I follow.
-Maybe falling in love one more time.
-Travelling to the country of my dreams: Japan.
 
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builtwrong

builtwrong

permanent solution to a permanent problem
Aug 24, 2020
51
-weed
-that's about all I got left
 
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Echo81

Echo81

Member
Feb 5, 2021
85
My mother. My cats. My mother lost her 18 year old son. Then me her daughter takes her life? This is a strong SI indicator here.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
My Staffie Max.
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
Nothing. Nothing makes me happy anymore or eases the pain any. Weed used to, but I've built up a tolerance to the point where it doesn't have much effect anymore. Though, I will spend the last few weeks of my life rewatching good movies and listening to music, so maybe that's something.
 
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Echo81

Echo81

Member
Feb 5, 2021
85
Nothing. Nothing makes me happy anymore or eases the pain any. Weed used to, but I've built up a tolerance to the point where it doesn't have much effect anymore. Though, I will spend the last few weeks of my life rewatching good movies and listening to music, so maybe that's something.
What movies do you like?
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
None of the things I like are keeping me going. What's keeping me going is fear of failure and pain of a ctb attempt.
 
Sans

Sans

Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
Oct 2, 2019
360
Uhhh... cute animals. That's about it. Even then, I doubt I'll be around for more than five years.
 
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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
270
Good food.

Unfortunately, this is very bad for my health! :P So maybe that's not keeping me going after all!
 
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restforeternity

restforeternity

Student
Feb 17, 2019
170
The possibility of leading my kids to a secure future, few friends and a job.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Nothing keeps me going. Every day is more torture. If I could I would die already.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Air, water, and food, in that order.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,408
-Super Smash Bros Ultimate
-Lucina
-Other fictional worlds/characters I'm invested in.
 
LittleBabyNothing

LittleBabyNothing

Suffering Autointoxification
Nov 22, 2020
432
i don't know what keeps me going but i'm still here
 
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fastgoodcheap

Member
Dec 22, 2020
5
The possibility that things could change. That I'd would fall in love and we'd have a family.
 
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Echo81

Echo81

Member
Feb 5, 2021
85
I like me a good psychological thriller. What about you?
I like action films and documentaries about space and nature and culture. Had a nice Ingmar Bergman spell there for a while.
 
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