There's so little of me left; if I shot myself, what would I be killing anyway?

[chargirl]

I'm so far removed from whatever identity and goals and values once defined me. When I kill myself it will be like licking a plate after the dinner's already been finished. There was barely anything left anyway.

 

[NihilDoll]

I know that feeling all too well...
Maybe the silver lining is, that it makes things a little easier?
I sincerely hope you'll eventually find what you're looking for

 

[rainy.tears]

I feel this way too. Anhedonia and chronic fatigue have stripped away all the components that used to make up who I am. Not sure what is left really. I feel like either I live with the grief of that loss every day or I kill my self and pass the grief on to my loved ones.

 

[AnonymousCat1]

Big hugs