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Yasuke

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Jan 29, 2020
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Everything about life is inherently hopeless and it doesn't matter how hard you try you will always suffer no matter what. Does anyone even care if i write this and what's the point anyways I'm gonna be all alone still suffering. Nothing fundamentally changes. Tomrrow will be exactly the same and no action I can take will change the outcome. Nobody can or will help me. I' can't help myself and I can't even care about myself anymore.There's nothing you can do about it and believe me I "tried".

It's inveitable that I'm doomed and I wish people would just admit that I'm worthless and have no value in life or kill me Instead of humiliating me letting me suffer. I can't live or feel alive for the sake of survival being all alone but only survive out of desperation.. You can't make friends or find love in this world it's all hopeless.

I tried it's pointless and I can't stand having to bear witness to having what I desire. A cycle of futility that I'll never think or feel like life is worth living

I want to die and I wish I was never born. Nobody cares about me and I don't care about myself. There's no job I can work that doesn't make wanna kill myself . There's nothing you can do without money but you lose all your time alienated. I have no meaningful friends, never had a significant other, no job, no reason to live. I have literally almost nothing and I am nothing I'm someone who shouldn't exist and I don't belong I'm essentially all alone with the exception of my parents and shelter People will gaslight you into thinking otherwise but of course their wrong. There's nobody that can overcome these odds with these circumstances. I was fated to be a failure.
 
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mini_weeny

mini_weeny

Every cradle is a grave
Jan 5, 2021
340
Some of us are cursed from the moment we were born.
 
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fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
i have often feltvthat way. i have had much hope and ambition and belief in.myself,but it never worked. now its over and i either live in this hell...or c the b!!
 
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Rolliewoo

Rolliewoo

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Mar 14, 2021
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The pain you're feeling sounds incredibly unbearable. I'm sorry you're going through such severe sadness. Nobody deserves to feel like this
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
Everything about life is inherently hopeless and it doesn't matter how hard you try you will always suffer no matter what. Does anyone even care if i write this and what's the point anyways I'm gonna be all alone still suffering. Nothing fundamentally changes. Tomrrow will be exactly the same and no action I can take will change the outcome. Nobody can or will help me. I' can't help myself and I can't even care about myself anymore.There's nothing you can do about it and believe me I "tried".

It's inveitable that I'm doomed and I wish people would just admit that I'm worthless and have no value in life or kill me Instead of humiliating me letting me suffer. I can't live or feel alive for the sake of survival being all alone but only survive out of desperation.. You can't make friends or find love in this world it's all hopeless.

I tried it's pointless and I can't stand having to bear witness to having what I desire. A cycle of futility that I'll never think or feel like life is worth living

I want to die and I wish I was never born. Nobody cares about me and I don't care about myself. There's no job I can work that doesn't make wanna kill myself . There's nothing you can do without money but you lose all your time alienated. I have no meaningful friends, never had a significant other, no job, no reason to live. I have literally almost nothing and I am nothing I'm someone who shouldn't exist and I don't belong I'm essentially all alone with the exception of my parents and shelter People will gaslight you into thinking otherwise but of course their wrong. There's nobody that can overcome these odds with these circumstances. I was fated to be a failure.
I perfectly understand you!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,676
I understand this. We are brought to this world without choice, we suffer and then we die. There is no point or meaning to it all, we just suffer for the sake of it. I believe i'm cursed as the things that have went wrong in my life are completely out of my control and nothing I could have done could have prevented anything.
 
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