Venting There’s nothing positive about existence

[FuneralCry]

Existence was never something positive or worth having in the first place, to have the ability to exist is always beyond undesirable, there's no value in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human, to have the ability to exist is such a hellish, harmful imposition with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

And this is why it makes no sense to me when people go on about "help" and "recovery" as existence itself is the true problem, it's always hopeless and futile to exist and I cannot stand those disgusting pro-lifers who act like there is something wrong with people for preferring to die.

To exist means to be a slave to a decaying flesh prison that can potentially torture us to unlimited amounts all while one is destined for nothing but to deteriorate from age and die painfully from very old age. It's not positive to exist, I find it tragic how life even exists at all. All I wish for is non-existence, only eternal nothingness is perfection as it's the permanent absence of all harm and suffering, I don't want to suffer in any way and in existence there is endless potential to suffer.

The option of a peaceful suicide needs to be accessible no matter what as existing truly is just pointless, meaningless suffering, to have the option to just fall asleep eternally would be such a relief.

 

[CTB Dream]

Ya 100% all get injury damage pain sffr all trap all nonsns live pain sffr die all awfl exst rly wish me nvr exst

 

[raindrops]

Existence was never something positive or worth having in the first place, to have the ability to exist is always beyond undesirable, there's no value in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human, to have the ability to exist is such a hellish, harmful imposition with no limit as to how much one can suffer.

And this is why it makes no sense to me when people go on about "help" and "recovery" as existence itself is the true problem, it's always hopeless and futile to exist and I cannot stand those disgusting pro-lifers who act like there is something wrong with people for preferring to die.

To exist means to be a slave to a decaying flesh prison that can potentially torture us to unlimited amounts all while one is destined for nothing but to deteriorate from age and die painfully from very old age. It's not positive to exist, I find it tragic how life even exists at all. All I wish for is non-existence, only eternal nothingness is perfection as it's the permanent absence of all harm and suffering, I don't want to suffer in any way and in existence there is endless potential to suffer.

The option of a peaceful suicide needs to be accessible no matter what as existing truly is just pointless, meaningless suffering, to have the option to just fall asleep eternally would be such a relief.

ive been away for so long i tried to be positive, happy and live and im glad i came back to read your posts.

you are someone i will platonically love forever <3

 

[thealteredmind]

ARE YOU SURE OF THAT? TOTALLY 100% SURE THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING NOTHING POSITIVE? NOTHING?

not even 1% positive?

 

[Havnis]

The truth is like a knife, it cuts through the lies and reveals what lies beneath. Happiness is a fleeting illusion.

 

[All_is_in_vanity]

Lies. There are positives. Suicide, misscarige, natural disasters, painless murder. Death itself is positce

 

[Leiden]

There truly is nothing positive about existence. Nothing but absolute endless torment and torture.. It's so utterly horrific! I don't know how much more I can bare. Truly, I'm so far under barely even making it but the only gold standard way out is gone. I hope none of us wake up tomorrow!!!

 

[davidtorez]

Existence is definitely unnecessary that's one thing for certain . Even the 1% pleasure doesn't make up for the 99% pain .

 

[zombiegirl]

90% of human suffering is in the mind. i think you feel this way because you trained yourself to, so now all the little neural pathways in your brain jump to pessimism over any and everything. idk if there's even any saving you atp, no offense. i've seen you on here like constantly and i can't help but feel sorry for you. hope you at least find peace, whether it's through suicide or not