There’s no relief

[happylilsht]

I wish i can get an easy method soon i wish i wish i hate this hell i could've went peacefully talking to someone i care about and not feel like shit alone but I can't even have that now it's ruined I know how they feel about me now they feel the same everyone does and it won't be comforting talking to them anymore. I hate this hell so much i can't put it into words i hate myself so much i hate it i hate it i hate it i can't endure this anymore how are people so cruel why can't we be mercifully put down I'm suffering so much this is hell i wish i died years ago it keeps getting worse i keep realizing just how actually worthless i am my stomach constantly hurt now i feel sick thinking about how the person i thought cared about me and felt a connection felt talkin to me the same way i feel talkin to someone i don't feel any connection with just to kill time sometimes it feels awful i'm as boring as it gets i'm a negative cloud nobody wants around and i get it it just hurts so bad it's not like i wanna stick around and torture others around me i just want to go i want an easy method to fall asleep painlessly in my bed and never wake up is anyone here from Egypt? I need help please

 

[FuneralCry]

What people do to us can hurt and life can be very painful. I agree, that we need some sort of right to die. Nobody should be forced to suffer. It really is hard to die though, if there was an easy method I wouldn't be here anymore. I would love to just fall into an eternal sleep. I wish you the best.

 

[Bullit]

I am Egyptian.

 

[the_final_countdown]

Wish I lived in Texas.

Purchasing a gun is simple. Just walk in.

I don't know if I'd overcome survival instinct. Probably not.