There is this radiating solemnity about people who are about to ctb

[Snake of Eden]

I cant help but to notice this halo of solemnity about people who post about their final act to ctb in the forum. It is peaceful and reassured even when they are afraid. I envy them as being hesitant and reluctant going back and forth between wanting to die and not wanting to as it has this undignified and chaotic attributes to it. I no longer feel any self respect for myself and even part of me feels i am undeserving a peaceful exit of my own choosing

 

[Cockney_Rebel]

It's because they have finally made it.

They have reached that point of no return.

Their fate decided for them.

Their pain has come to an end.

Safe journey to all, who CTB …

 

[FuneralCry]

That is the way I want to be when I come to ctb. I want to feel at peace with it and as relaxed as I possibly could. However it is hard to be like this, as we are programmed to survive. We may want to die but the SI makes it difficult. We all deserve a peaceful exit when the time is right for us. It should be considered a basic human right.

 

[Irrelevant biologist]

It's because they have finally made it.

They have reached that point of no return.

Their fate decided for them.

Their pain has come to an end.

Safe journey to all, who CTB …

I look forward to that day....

 

[weepingfree]

That's a really beautiful way to put it, zero. Thank you

 

[Crod68]

"After great pain, a formal feeling comes –
The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs –"

 

[CioransSon]

That is the way I want to be when I come to ctb. I want to feel at peace with it and as relaxed as I possibly could. However it is hard to be like this, as we are programmed to survive. We may want to die but the SI makes it difficult. We all deserve a peaceful exit when the time is right for us. It should be considered a basic human right.

I agree completely about it being a human right. I'm sure it's said here often, but no one chose to be alive here. No one knew the shit show we'd end up in. To me, the least that could be done is either have the world improve *or* give us the option to safely exit if we're done.