there is nothing more that I want than to leave this place

[Surai]

You can see throughout history the patterns. You can see throughout each other the patterns. You can see the filth that is dilated. You can see it but plant weeds or trees so I must weave throughout the day many distractions before I end up closing my eyes at night. But when I dont, end up past the brush and into an open field looking straight at it with no cover. I collapse before I reach a wall of trees embeded with rocks, and wake up back where I started continuing a cycle of distractions so that I may end up past the wall and over the cliff one day.