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Samsal112

Samsal112

Student
Dec 20, 2021
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I think I may have found a therapist that is a good fit and I am really excited. For those who do not know my story, I am suicidal because of benzo withdrawal. I believe I am dealing with PTSD, trauma from PAWS and the initial withdrawal, and now I have some deep rooted issues that came to surface. More than anything, I want to live. But, I can't see living this way with a chronic illness. I have been afraid of therapists since the last one made me sick and didn't even care enough to check up on me. I am really hoping that through stoicism, therapy, and diet, I can find acceptance in all this.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best. I hope that the therapy goes well. I'm sorry you are suffering so much, I can imagine it must be horrible having to go through all that.
 
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I'm glad you found a therapist you feel is a good fit- that makes all the difference in the world. I wish you good luck
 
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