BeautifulMosaics
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- Aug 15, 2021
- 310
I had the "moment" last night where I would have done it had I had all the meds. I've never felt that before and it was empowering. It was like an epiphany: "This is the last night of my life". If you've heard "Speed Demon" by Michael Jackson, it felt like that.
I felt so settled and accepting of the afterlife. I viewed my last moment as a celebration of my life and didn't feel sad about letting it all go because I felt I would go on.
I basically unintentionally went through a process to reach that stage and at first I detailed it when writing this thread but decided not to post it as it would feel irresponsible to influence others - so I apologise for being vague.
But I just wanted to share how I felt with you guys because I'm such a passive person and having that adrenaline and aggression is very rare for me.
I wasn't ready last night but now I know how I feel I might not be here come Sunday. I want to carpe diem and seize the zone.
I felt so settled and accepting of the afterlife. I viewed my last moment as a celebration of my life and didn't feel sad about letting it all go because I felt I would go on.
I basically unintentionally went through a process to reach that stage and at first I detailed it when writing this thread but decided not to post it as it would feel irresponsible to influence others - so I apologise for being vague.
But I just wanted to share how I felt with you guys because I'm such a passive person and having that adrenaline and aggression is very rare for me.
I wasn't ready last night but now I know how I feel I might not be here come Sunday. I want to carpe diem and seize the zone.
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