Dizzy_Dreams
I’m never alone, I’m alone all the time.
- Jun 25, 2020
- 297
I'm incredibly dysfunctional in everyway.
I come from a toxic family and I guess I'm toxic too.
I have no dreams or ambitions at all. I feel dead inside already. I'm not a good person.
everyone around me is tired of me. My boyfriend is sick of me and even his dad is sick of me because I've asked him to please always stay with me when I know my mental health won't get any better.
His dad has told me that he thinks it's all bullshit and that nobody wants to put up with it and that if I can't be okay then to leave because I'm just bringing people down with me.
my boyfriend is the only reason I haven't committed suicide but I'm not doing right by him or me I guess.
life itself is just too much for me to handle... I feel too messed up and my brain is so warped.
nobody has ever liked me and I guess for good reasons.
I'm mostly only scared of if I'm going to hell or not when I die and actually doing it. SN would be my method of choice...
I come from a toxic family and I guess I'm toxic too.
I have no dreams or ambitions at all. I feel dead inside already. I'm not a good person.
everyone around me is tired of me. My boyfriend is sick of me and even his dad is sick of me because I've asked him to please always stay with me when I know my mental health won't get any better.
His dad has told me that he thinks it's all bullshit and that nobody wants to put up with it and that if I can't be okay then to leave because I'm just bringing people down with me.
my boyfriend is the only reason I haven't committed suicide but I'm not doing right by him or me I guess.
life itself is just too much for me to handle... I feel too messed up and my brain is so warped.
nobody has ever liked me and I guess for good reasons.
I'm mostly only scared of if I'm going to hell or not when I die and actually doing it. SN would be my method of choice...
