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Noonespecial

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Mar 1, 2020
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I've been feeling worse and worse as time goes on. I had a plan for September but honestly if I'm left alone anytime soon I'm just going to do it I don't care anymore.
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Hi,
Do you feel better when you are alone or with somebody else?
I know how it feels, I am alone all the time and I am digging the hole at the bottom of a deep ocean.
But I have to be patient.
Feel free to talk if you need us!
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
454
Even if you left alone please keep in mind that you're not actually, I'm here for you and I'm not going to leave you alone.
 
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Noonespecial

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Hi,
Do you feel better when you are alone or with somebody else?
I know how it feels, I am alone all the time and I am digging the hole at the bottom of a deep ocean.
But I have to be patient.
Feel free to talk if you need us!
It depends sometimes I'm better with people around sometimes I'm just as depressed around people.
Even if you left alone please keep in mind that you're not actually, I'm here for you and I'm not going to leave you alone.
Thanks
 
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lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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It depends sometimes I'm better with people around sometimes I'm just as depressed around people.

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Sorry, it is very hard to be suicidal 12 years in a row. Is there anything that, may be, helps you distract? I mean something that does not leave you alone with your thoughts? Or it is a constant desire?
 
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Noonespecial

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Mar 1, 2020
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Sorry, it is very hard to be suicidal 12 years in a row. Is there anything that, may be, helps you distract? I mean something that does not leave you alone with your thoughts? Or it is a constant desire?
I mean there's stuff that's distracting but it never really goes away
 

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