Venting The past is fucking haunting me

[failureofahuman]

I can't handle it. I regret so many things and I despise myself. I despise how far I've fallen. I'm never going to be worth anything again. It's all over. I keep on thinking of these painful instances in my past and I just hate myself. I hate the type of person I am, I hate how I burden people and constantly embarrass myself. Everyone hates me, and if they don't hate me, it's because they just don't know what I'm like. I've fucked up all of my chances of ever being truly loved or accepted in this life. I'm the fucking scum of the earth, just disgusting. I'm so so so so so disgusting. I feel very sorry to everyone for not having killed myself yet. The world would be better off without a piece of shit like me. I'm degraded and dirty and worth nothing.

 

[SafferGuy]

My past also haunts me

 

[crocune]

Op are you me

 

[particularrodent]

have just been thinking about it myself. an ugly life so ugly lived

 

[Valhala]

My past is where I am stuck, what I live in and why I want CTB.

 

[skylight7]

I know how you feel.

 

[Young]

I know how you feel.

 

[divinemistress36]

To hard to listen in the present when the past is always haunting you

 

[mya_]

I'm also haunted, idk what to do

 

[Salting the wounds]

I feel exactly the same way, we can exchange ideas privately if you wish

 

[crocune]

Shit op r u me

 

[atrophy]

I regret my past which haunts me almost everyday; my future is bleak, hopeless and I can't even see it and my present is suffering so I understand.

 

[ClippedWings]

ya, my past will soon finish.