The one single thing that makes you want to CTB the most

[suffocatingseraphim]

complete and utter lack of hope.

Lack of hope for myself and my chronic disabilities, both physical and mental, as well as hopelessness for the state of the world.

 

[nolifer]

I think it looks better when people don't have shiny pure white teeth. It's just movie stars and happy sheep who have that kind of teeth. I don't think I would want to date someone who has perfect teeth because I think we wouldn't understand each other. That's my unpopular opinion at least.

But the reason I want to ctb is because we're all going to die anyway so it's better to go out quick and painless. No reason to struggle through life to inevitably die painfully in the end. So I think it's best to just get it over with asap. I just wish there was more support and research for ctb methods.

 

[StolenLife]

Complete and utter regret over my choices and the way I lived and acted towards some people.

 

[gogg]

my face. if i wasn't ugly i would be able to live. i cant get past that fact. i cant go out in public, look in mirrors, watch movies or tv with dark screens in case i see my reflection. animals treat other animals based on their dominance and their attractiveness and humans are the same. being ugly means you will be treated poorly by everyone, and can never be truly loved. but its ok. everyone cant be attractive or no one would be attractive. i have to suffer so that they can be happy.

 

[sundown12]

ik it's not just ~one single thing~, but for me it's wasted youth, weight gain after being prescribed antipsychotics, 0 social life, broken dreams, shitty parents...list goes on

 

[damaged_soul]

The cruelty of people

 

[TakeMeBack07]

Determinism

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think I'm just weary. Life just doesn't seem worth the effort we supposedly 'have' to put in to it.

 

[boobieobba]

capitalism and having to work to survive. If I could live life without having to earn a wage, if I didn't have to prove that I deserved to be here, If I could just exist and explore my interests for the rest of my life in my own time, then perhaps it would be worth living.

 

[user_name_here]

Racism.

 

[losingit]

Threat of unemployment through redundancy and the financial hellhole I'm going to be plunged into through no fault of my own… and a very tough break up with an ex just 6 months ago.

 

[missingpeace]

The injustice and the brutality with which I've been treated with in this lifetime. God pitting me against demonic enemies that I'm helpless to fight. Losing every part of myself to someone who is so unworthy. Life is brutal.

 

[BBBB]

Loneliness

DITTO!!!