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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
343
its funny seeing society crumble so bad, that the normies can't even deny the shit we have been talking about on this site anymore.😂

why is it funny to me? welp, these are the same dumbasses who will

"just get a hobby", or
"you need to touch grass", or
"stop thinking about yourself so much"

you to DEATH when you voice your observations (THAT THEY ASK YOU FOR) about society and your life, and it doesn't align with their cookie cutter ass vision on how FUCKED humans and this world is in general.

the unemployed tried to warn you,
the depressed/mentally ill tried to warn you,
the disabled tried to warn you,
the marginalized tried to warn you

and what was your response?
"go to therapy" " stop being negative" "just work harder" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i may be a unemployed, depressed, poor shut in now but i just have to laugh at the memories of me and people observant like me being called a "NIHILIST " and a "PESSIMIST " yet they barely ever called me "WRONG".

society is fucked, you blissfully ignorant assholes made it this way, the world is burning & the suicidal folks will not have to be here to feel the flames. you normies can fucking choke.


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asaṅkhata

Mage
Jun 2, 2024
557
Society is still functional enough for you to write this post and put it on an internet forim. Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?
 
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nuggetfinder

nuggetfinder

^-^
Sep 15, 2025
40
Society is still functional enough for you to write this post and put it on an internet forim. Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?

But it's true though. There was literally a category 5 hurricane in Jamaica yesterday, the 5th one in recently recorded HISTORY to make landfall. That was likely a direct result of climate change and it's only gonna get worse. Plus, that's only ONE thing that society is supposed to be looking out for rn. No one is hoping things will get worse all around, they WILL get worse for various reasons and no one wants to stick around for that.
 
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58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
375
it isn't that they are ignorant, they knowingly worship evil
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
114
Society is still functional enough for you to write this post and put it on an internet forim. Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?
You're really telling someone (who you don't know) on a suicide forum to be grateful? Have you seen the world? I'm sorry, I really don't understand what you were trying to get at. I don't understand how typing words and posting them on the internet means the world is functioning on the level it should either. Also, people can indeed be grateful for the things they have and call to attention all of the filth in the world. Not mutually exclusive.
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
624
Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?
will you be grateful when your life gets worse?
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
202
Thank you for putting words to my anger recently 😭
 
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kipstriesagain

kipstriesagain

physics enjoyer
Oct 22, 2025
11
I hate being nihilistic. Even when I'm at my most depressed I just hope other people are doing better than I am. Recently though... everything has just been sucking for everyone. It's sad
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
343
Society is still functional enough for you to write this post and put it on an internet forim. Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?
you think society is still "functional" because I can post on a fucking suicide forum……if society was functional THIS FORUM WOULDNT EVEN EXIST.

unemployed rates have gone up
homeless rates have gone up
suicide rates have gone up
poverty rates have gone up
murder rates have gone up
the cost of living has gone up

but you think im the one "hoping" that things will get worse, when they ALREADY ARE getting worse for everyone. Also, I dont have to be "grateful" to live in a society where people who wants power over everything and everyone so badly, that they would step on everyone else to obtain it and keep it, thats exactly how we got to where we are now AS HISTORY HAVE PROVEN. So fuck outta here with that.
 
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pomie

pomie

i Don't even exist bro
Sep 14, 2025
52
Society is still functional enough for you to write this post and put it on an internet forim. Maybe you should be grateful for that instead of hoping thimgs will get worse for everyone?
functional society is when internet
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
139
This world is going to hell and honestly it's a bit satisfying to watch it burn. After I die I would love to be become a ghost and just observe humanity for a few more hundred years to see when it finally collapses.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
343
This world is going to hell and honestly it's a bit satisfying to watch it burn. After I die I would love to be become a ghost and just observe humanity for a few more hundred years to see when it finally collapses.
but but but but- you have to be "grateful" that the world is going to hell, because we can still type our feelings and observations on the internet, and not have to carve it into stone blocks like cavemen or some shit 😂🙄
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

(O__O)==>(X__X)
Oct 12, 2024
614
I agree but here are still a ton of people who have done nothing wrong, be it children, poor people, disabled people that do not wish for death like us, that still fear death, and they will suffer and continue to suffer for years upon years, suffering caused by a myriad of different things. And that sucks. There are so many people that don't want to climb a ladder, there are so many people that want to be cooperative and they all end up at the slaughter basically. From being trafficked, killed, raped, used, slaved away.


People will call strawman and point fucking fingers but the world is simply fucked. Governments have the power to literally do whatever they want with you IF THEY SO CHOOSE, people have that same power, just the way of the world? nah, it's the status quo, that's all. Veganism proves this as an example, when you realise that most people aren't vegan, the world is FUCKED and not because of morality juggling or shit like that, dude, animals are getting pasted and dying SCREAMING and on our side and our species kids/teens and adults are getting RAPED DAILY AND TRAFFICKED FOR ORGANS AND THE WORLD IS FINE?
 
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RimeOfTheAncient

Already Dead
Oct 17, 2025
107
I wonder if, as society fails and crumbles, this site will have an explosion of new members. I can't wait for the hundreds of new accounts with no comments making posts like "PM a SN source plz."
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
422
Well, most "normies" I know are actually happy, and are enjoying a good life, with great careers, loving partners, and a family of their own.

Society, imo, will not collapse. Things will just keep changing and most humans will keep adapting, this is guaranteed by natural selection.

Even if society collapses, it will rebuild itself, and people will continue to live, reproduce, and continue the cycle ig.

A total collapse from which humanity is never able to rebuild itself can only happen if a killing asteroid hits the earth or a super complex fast evolving and fast spreading killing virus become a thing.

Humanity has gone through 2 world wars. They've witnessed destruction, famines, infections, and death was everywhere, and yet here we are.

I do not wish for society to collapse, I just hope things change towards the best instead. Although many negative things are happening in the world, there are many positive things that are also taking place.

I think you're so hurt due to your luck in life, that's something I share with you, as well as many here, but I don't subscribe to your hatred towards normal functioning individuals.

Ask yourself this, have you had a great life, a healthy brain and body, a great career and a loving partner, will you be here?

Don't blame normal people. First, there is little that the average people can do for us. Second, they're busy enjoying their life, just like anyone here would have been doing if the positions were reversed.
 
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Roseate

Mage
Mar 24, 2021
509
That seems a bit harsh. I mean they're just trying to survive the best way they can, yes some people don't experience the same level of trauma and pain that makes us the way we are, but it doesn't necessarily mean they're all to blame. Some of them just want to be happy and they're not all to blame. I understand being jealous of them though, sometimes it seems unfair that you got dealt a harder card while they got an easier life. They can breathe while you're drowning.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
343
That seems a bit harsh. I mean they're just trying to survive the best way they can, yes some people don't experience the same level of trauma and pain that makes us the way we are, but it doesn't necessarily mean they're all to blame. Some of them just want to be happy and they're not all to blame. I understand being jealous of them though, sometimes it seems unfair that you got dealt a harder card while they got an easier life. They can breathe while you're drowning.
Well, most "normies" I know are actually happy, and are enjoying a good life, with great careers, loving partners, and a family of their own.

Society, imo, will not collapse. Things will just keep changing and most humans will keep adapting, this is guaranteed by natural selection.

Even if society collapses, it will rebuild itself, and people will continue to live, reproduce, and continue the cycle ig.

A total collapse from which humanity is never able to rebuild itself can only happen if a killing asteroid hits the earth or a super complex fast evolving and fast spreading killing virus become a thing.

Humanity has gone through 2 world wars. They've witnessed destruction, famines, infections, and death was everywhere, and yet here we are.

I do not wish for society to collapse, I just hope things change towards the best instead. Although many negative things are happening in the world, there are many positive things that are also taking place.

I think you're so hurt due to your luck in life, that's something I share with you, as well as many here, but I don't subscribe to your hatred towards normal functioning individuals.

Ask yourself this, have you had a great life, a healthy brain and body, a great career and a loving partner, will you be here?

Don't blame normal people. First, there is little that the average people can do for us. Second, they're busy enjoying their life, just like anyone here would have been doing if the positions were reversed.
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Elementalist
Sep 21, 2022
892
I really dislike it when they say things like that because it feels dismissive and a way of saying "shut up and deal with it"

I just think that this society will just keep getting worse thanks to capitalism, inflation and AI that will keep pining us into poverty and the rich/elites richer under this system and I don't want to proceed under this system.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,340
I think society is so f*cked already, it's just a matter of time for something to happen to anyone who is still "normal" to cross the line into our world. It's only because they haven't experienced that something that they cannot understand why we are suicidal. Once here, it's almost like having taken the red pill and then seeing the "whole" world or seeing it from our perspective. I'm talking as someone who I think was pretty much a "normie", to where I'm now. I wonder sometimes if we aren't more normal, having been exposed to more, as opposed to being "lucky" enough to have escaped real life so far. Society is crumbling, and I think even society realises this, just that not everyone has experienced it enough to realise the extent of it.
 
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Roseate

Mage
Mar 24, 2021
509
I think society is so f*cked already, it's just a matter of time for something to happen to anyone who is still "normal" to cross the line into our world. It's only because they haven't experienced that something that they cannot understand why we are suicidal. Once here, it's almost like having taken the red pill and then seeing the "whole" world or seeing it from our perspective. I'm talking as someone who I think was pretty much a "normie", to where I'm now. I wonder sometimes if we aren't more normal, having been exposed to more, as opposed to being "lucky" enough to have escaped real life so far. Society is crumbling, and I think even society realises this, just that not everyone has experienced it enough to realise the extent of it.
Don't you think believing that in order to face real life you have to endure some kind of pain… don't you think that's also swallowing the pill? Cuz to me it sounds like that's exactly what they'd rather us think.. that we're somehow special cuz we went through more and our "eyes" are "open." But how is being miserable facing real life? Why?
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,340
Don't you think believing that in order to face real life you have to endure some kind of pain… don't you think that's also swallowing the pill?
Yes, I think we all swallow pills along the road, some pills are just a lot more potent than others. I think it takes one of those potent pills, unique to each of us, for everything to become simply too much, and we decide to take our own lives. The breaking point for each person is different, and not everyone ends up coming to a point when opting out seems the only solution.

Cuz to me it sounds like that's exactly what they'd rather us think.. that we're somehow special cuz we went through more and our "eyes" are "open."

I don't think "normies" really think about what we think tbh. Unless they are aware of someone close to them being depressed or suicidal, but I don't think they can relate. Everyone sees life, and death, from different perspectives, but I think there is a definite line between being suicidal or not and the viewpoints are opposing. Nobody is special, because we will all die and life is random. I guess they could maybe want us to believe we are special, but there is no point because they cannot understand that the potent pill was too much (special or not). And this is just my perspective, I think we here are also at different stages in our own suicidal journeys.

But how is being miserable facing real life? Why?

Do you mean we are not facing real life because we choose to be miserable instead? I think we have faced it, and we decided not to anymore at some point, but we are still here for reasons only known to ourselves and still facing real life every day in our own miserable way. Hope I'm making sense.
 
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GhostPiano

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Oct 21, 2025
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Felt. I've been in therapy for years. People call me a downer when I pull back the curtains and show them the fires outside that everyone is ignoring. I'm not a pessimistic person. But I am a realist. And the people who keep ignoring shit and refusing to at least acknowledge that things are bad are part of the reason the fires never get put out. It gets exhausting.
 
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Roseate

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Mar 24, 2021
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Yes, I think we all swallow pills along the road, some pills are just a lot more potent than others. I think it takes one of those potent pills, unique to each of us, for everything to become simply too much, and we decide to take our own lives. The breaking point for each person is different, and not everyone ends up coming to a point when opting out seems the only solution.



I don't think "normies" really think about what we think tbh. Unless they are aware of someone close to them being depressed or suicidal, but I don't think they can relate. Everyone sees life, and death, from different perspectives, but I think there is a definite line between being suicidal or not and the viewpoints are opposing. Nobody is special, because we will all die and life is random. I guess they could maybe want us to believe we are special, but there is no point because they cannot understand that the potent pill was too much (special or not). And this is just my perspective, I think we here are also at different stages in our own suicidal journeys.



Do you mean we are not facing real life because we choose to be miserable instead? I think we have faced it, and we decided not to anymore at some point, but we are still here for reasons only known to ourselves and still facing real life every day in our own miserable way. Hope I'm making sense.
I mean like who decided that in order to face real life, there has to be some sort of suffering involved? But how do we know the normies and not normies cuz not everyone show their pain or suffer the way we do, some are very good at putting an act. There are functional depression for a reason, not everyone is struggling to function with it. Some people can live a "normal" life while fighting with depression and mental illness and still not end up here.. what separates them from us?
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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Apologies in advance for my ramblings but thank you for making me think about this and sharing from my perspective.

I mean like who decided that in order to face real life, there has to be some sort of suffering involved?

Isn't life supposed to be about learning and growing through struggles? Only difference is, some of us have more struggles than others due to circumstances, some suffer earlier and some start behind as adults. But we keep going naturally until death, either unbroken mentally, or broken when suffering becomes too much or as we get hit by more random stuff like poverty, violence, loss of loved ones, chronic illness or whatever reasons for being here.

Going back to society falling apart, I think more people with sort of "normal" lives or at least prospects thereof with an income, support system, and some kind of future may be changing their views on life, when hit by things beyond their control. I think these "normies" may have been blind/fortunate to some extent, to not have been faced by the reality of life and death, until hit by whatever (like it did me). And although this is not my reason for being here, having been unemployed and in survival mode financially, I can relate to a financial crisis leading to ctb.

But how do we know the normies and not normies cuz not everyone show their pain or suffer the way we do, some are very good at putting an act. There are functional depression for a reason, not everyone is struggling to function with it.

I also fake life every day, and I'm sure nobody suspects I'm suicidal, so I guess we won't know. Sometimes I get tired of faking, hence my username, my fakes are fading with SNow being a light at the end of the tunnel, but nobody knows. Maybe there are also different degrees of normality depending on where we find ourselves and what we as individuals perceive as normal? I'm thinking that it's probably not normal to want to die, because of human nature.

Some people can live a "normal" life while fighting with depression and mental illness and still not end up here.. what separates them from us?

I think what separates us is that we are suicidal, I'm presuming this is why most of us are here. Whether a person is here on the forum or not, I mean "we" as those of us having similar thoughts, which are in my case having decided, and planning to ctb, and/or being plain lost in the process somewhere but thinking about it every day.

I don't know enough about depression as illness to talk about it and I take my hat off to everyone battling with it. We all have different battles, and I can only speak for myself in saying that I crossed an invisible line when becoming suicidal. To me there is a before and after, something happened in me when my world collapsed. Before, I didn't understand how my partner felt when he suffered from depression, or what it was like when he wanted to die, but now I do. Now I can relate to how he felt, and I see life in its totality, with eyes wide open.
 
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LetMeOut67

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May 7, 2025
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I think this world is so evil cruel and unfair that it shouldn't exist
That's why I welcome global warming or as the UN is now saying global boiling
The only things I care about is how much the animals forests and oceans suffer

Chronic isolation
Severe depression
Poverty
This has been my life and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy
 
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heywey

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Aug 28, 2025
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It's interesting to think about all the mass extinction events throughout history, where large chunks of the Earth's species have disappeared because of climate change, volcanoes, whatever. If it wasn't for the dinosaurs dying out in the K-Pg mass extinction and freeing up so many niches, mammals never would have evolved to fill the gaps, and there would be no humans.

If humanity were to die out, it would suck for a lot of people, but in a more existential sense, if we can't get our shit together then I don't think we deserve our place on earth. Maybe we quietly fade away, leaving our ruins a footnote in history for some new thing we can't conceive; leaving room some new and beautiful species that takes care of this planet and all its inhabitants in a way we never could.
 
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Roseate

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Mar 24, 2021
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Apologies in advance for my ramblings but thank you for making me think about this and sharing from my perspective.



Isn't life supposed to be about learning and growing through struggles? Only difference is, some of us have more struggles than others due to circumstances, some suffer earlier and some start behind as adults. But we keep going naturally until death, either unbroken mentally, or broken when suffering becomes too much or as we get hit by more random stuff like poverty, violence, loss of loved ones, chronic illness or whatever reasons for being here.

Going back to society falling apart, I think more people with sort of "normal" lives or at least prospects thereof with an income, support system, and some kind of future may be changing their views on life, when hit by things beyond their control. I think these "normies" may have been blind/fortunate to some extent, to not have been faced by the reality of life and death, until hit by whatever (like it did me). And although this is not my reason for being here, having been unemployed and in survival mode financially, I can relate to a financial crisis leading to ctb.



I also fake life every day, and I'm sure nobody suspects I'm suicidal, so I guess we won't know. Sometimes I get tired of faking, hence my username, my fakes are fading with SNow being a light at the end of the tunnel, but nobody knows. Maybe there are also different degrees of normality depending on where we find ourselves and what we as individuals perceive as normal? I'm thinking that it's probably not normal to want to die, because of human nature.



I think what separates us is that we are suicidal, I'm presuming this is why most of us are here. Whether a person is here on the forum or not, I mean "we" as those of us having similar thoughts, which are in my case having decided, and planning to ctb, and/or being plain lost in the process somewhere but thinking about it every day.

I don't know enough about depression as illness to talk about it and I take my hat off to everyone battling with it. We all have different battles, and I can only speak for myself in saying that I crossed an invisible line when becoming suicidal. To me there is a before and after, something happened in me when my world collapsed. Before, I didn't understand how my partner felt when he suffered from depression, or what it was like when he wanted to die, but now I do. Now I can relate to how he felt, and I see life in its totality, with eyes wide open.
I'm confused. You're suicidal but you don't know enough about depression?
 

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