the non attempt

[forfever]

i was meant to commit a week ago on april but for reasons outside of my control i couldn't and i don't even have my sn yet. it felt perfect and i can't believe i missed it. i'm trying not to beat myself over it cuz there was nothing i could possibly do, but i've been waiting for a while and for a second i felt at peace. this wouldn't have been my first attempt but it is my first organized one.
to kill some time as i wait to try again, i started a new project (im a musician) which i'm trying to finish as soon as posible, then i'll ctb

 

[yeaimhere13]

what is the project? do you write music?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in plans.

 

[forfever]

what is the project? do you write music?

yes! i have a band but right now I'm focusing on building my solo career. i can't link it here because it's attached to my real name but ill probably share the new project when its done. this is an song i released a month ago, its slowed and has no metadata

 

[yeaimhere13]

yes! i have a band but right now I'm focusing on building my solo career. i can't link it here because it's attached to my real name but ill probably share the new project when its done. this is an song i released a month ago, its slowed and has no metadata

so sorry for the late reply!

i listened to your song and it sounds pretty good! im not sure what genre it is, but your talent is clearly shown. i bet your bands music is great too!

i wish i had that kind of creative ability. im much more analytical and do things "by the book" which doesnt always work out in my favor. maybe one day i'll try out my own venture though!

 

[forfever]

so sorry for the late reply!

i listened to your song and it sounds pretty good! im not sure what genre it is, but your talent is clearly shown. i bet your bands music is great too!

i wish i had that kind of creative ability. im much more analytical and do things "by the book" which doesnt always work out in my favor. maybe one day i'll try out my own venture though!

all good. i try to control my use of this site so i always respond late.
and i think you make creative stuff with an analytical mind, you'd just go for a different route than a more creative wired person like myself