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M1sT

M1sT

Life Is War & Wars Are Pointless!
Sep 30, 2023
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My life is already hell because of my Asperger's but I still try to give a fight!
I open Social Media and I look at people, makes we wanna kill myself more!
I open a dating app to find someone, makes me wanna kill myself cause I am not worth it!
I try to focus on my life but I see other people doing great, makes me want to kill myself the most!

The SN is waiting for me in the closet but I am waiting for the right time and circumstances! It hurts so much to stay in between!

I wanna scream outside, lose control but I can't! Just want this shitty feeling to fade away!
 
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