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collidedsigns

collidedsigns

Scholar of despair and anguish
Nov 22, 2025
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Guys I went to my music group so nobody wouldn't suspect I'm struggling and I let the mask slip

I've been sent to a&e I gotta ctb asap staff is with me how do I get out of this I don't want people to help

Now I'm gonna be stuck under shitty useless mental heath services

Shit shit shit
 
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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
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Shit hope you get out! Hope you don't get in any programs for too long. 🙏
 
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collidedsigns

Scholar of despair and anguish
Nov 22, 2025
44
Update

I am now in a waiting area to see the mental health team, I have a towel and I'm wondering if I can use it in the bathroom to try ctb though I imagine the nurses will suspect something any suggestions?
 
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last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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I am now in a waiting area to see the mental health team, I have a towel and I'm wondering if I can use it in the bathroom to try ctb though I imagine the nurses will suspect something any suggestions?
there's pretty much no way to ctb in the hospital. if you spend too long in the bathroom someone's going to check on you. i'm sorry you're in this situation
 
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HangMan123

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Nov 13, 2025
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Update

I am now in a waiting area to see the mental health team, I have a towel and I'm wondering if I can use it in the bathroom to try ctb though I imagine the nurses will suspect something any suggestions?
No they won't allow that. Hanging takes 30 minutes to ensure death, and they won't leave you alone for that long.
Even with something crazy like breaking the mirror—assuming it's not an oblong of metal, which it might be—or disassembling the toilet and stabbing yourself, they're likely to save you.
Like monetpompo said, there's basically no hope.
My sympathies are with you and I hope you are released soon.
 
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