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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
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I'm at the point where I'm only a major trauma away from pulling the plug. Anyone else?
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
667
I'm a very unreactive person, so even the most tragic thing that could possibly happen to me would only likely illicit an "Oh... That sucks..."

I've already set a date though, and I don't intend to deviate from it
 
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Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
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Yea I feel like I am always at that point. I dealt with too much pain at this point that anything little send me over the edge of wanting to die and when major stuff happens, it just means I get worse and worse. Tho I am forced to stay alive with whatever I go through as I literally can't access any methods so I guess I just deal with sinking deeper and deeper into despair.
 
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Tumblewillow

Tumblewillow

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Jul 28, 2021
62
I feel you. Just so much has happened, my brain can't even process parts of it and is getting stuck going over and over. I don't know how other people keep going. I'm just scared all the time thinking what will happen next.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,796
Pretty much. I'm on prednisone and it's making me crazy. I've been going through it the past few weeks, and I feel like I'm going to break down any second.
 
whatishope

whatishope

Member
May 29, 2025
45
For me, major trauma no, but any serious health issue and I will pull the plug.
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,385
that's a good way of putting it, likewise.
I'm a very unreactive person, so even the most tragic thing that could possibly happen to me would only likely illicit an "Oh... That sucks..."

I've already set a date though, and I don't intend to deviate from it
 
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ndoprsge22

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May 17, 2025
9
Not a major trauma - just another BS denial of treatment of snarky character assination from a (supposed) mental health provider. But yeah, hanging on by a thread.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
919
I'm one step closer to the edge every day.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
548
Yes I've never been more determined
My life has been a fate worse than death and I simply must end this agony
 

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