Venting The "In Between"

[Thequietone]

My therapist said I'm currently in the "In Between" like I wanna die sooo bad but in the same time I can't die.

And that state is very exhausting to me. I already prepared my suicide, I know what I wanna do, I wrote notes, I set a date and I know the place.

But I'm not sure if I'm able to do it and that fucks me up. I also have strong impulses to do it but even in this times I can't do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel. I have never wanted to live, but yet I am trapped in this world, in my case it is because suicide is so difficult. I'm sorry that you are suffering, I know that it is awful wanting to die, yet feeling like you are unable to. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Thequietone]

I understand how you feel. I have never wanted to live, but yet I am trapped in this world, in my case it is because suicide is so difficult. I'm sorry that you are suffering, I know that it is awful wanting to die, yet feeling like you are unable to. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Thanks, means a lot. Since I was born I felt wrong in this world.

Like even as a toddler I had pics taken where I was so scared and shy idk.