Which day had a bigger impact on your life: The best day of your life or the worst day of your life? Some people might argue the best day of their life was their birth...Personally, I cannot agree with that statement.
The thing is the situation always can get worse. Even if you think you are at rock bottom it can get even worse. Nightmarish life quality seemingly attracts an even worse life quality. But things can also improve. For some people there actually is a happy ending Or an ending they can live with.
I am not sure why I am going through so much in my life. Vulnerable people seem ot be an easy target. I think though if you have a fragile mental health bad events can have a pretty strong impact on you. My current crisis is going on since almost 4 weeks. I think the worst part might be over. It is not finally over and I am still in very high inner tensions. It will take a lot of time to recover. In some way it could also prove me that I am empowered. I am not the defenseless victim anymore. I am now able to defend myself against abusers. But the whole thing is obviously horrible for my trust in other people and my life quality. I think though reporting my therapist and correcting my medical records could be pretty healing.
It is similar to the crisis of last year where I thought I triggered someone into committing suicide. But this only lasted one day.
The thing is the situation always can get worse. Even if you think you are at rock bottom it can get even worse. Nightmarish life quality seemingly attracts an even worse life quality. But things can also improve. For some people there actually is a happy ending Or an ending they can live with.
I am not sure why I am going through so much in my life. Vulnerable people seem ot be an easy target. I think though if you have a fragile mental health bad events can have a pretty strong impact on you. My current crisis is going on since almost 4 weeks. I think the worst part might be over. It is not finally over and I am still in very high inner tensions. It will take a lot of time to recover. In some way it could also prove me that I am empowered. I am not the defenseless victim anymore. I am now able to defend myself against abusers. But the whole thing is obviously horrible for my trust in other people and my life quality. I think though reporting my therapist and correcting my medical records could be pretty healing.
It is similar to the crisis of last year where I thought I triggered someone into committing suicide. But this only lasted one day.
