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DashofPepper

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ive finally landed on a date for me to ctb which is june 16th. Ive been going back and forth on it bc its my sisters 18th in july but I just can't face having to live until then. waiting until the end of her exams is a good compromise.

I plan on staying the night in a premier inn and ODing with 10g of amitriptyline and 6g of propranolol which is still in the post. I might also rip a couple lines of ket to put me at more ease.

Honestly feeling pretty excited for it and its such a load off my shoulders. if anyone has any advice feel free to reply. Its been a lovely time on here.
 
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I hope for you to find the peace you desire. ❤️
 
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I'm thinking abt doing it with the same 2 things… also looking for more input, please. Feel free to dm me if you prefer.
 

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