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copioushopelessness

Experienced
Aug 27, 2025
275
It's only a matter of time now. My life went to shit this past year more than ever. Health declined (not that I was healthy to begin with) brain damage, lost my home, no one gives a shit. Only afraid of hurting two people. Every day I cry thinking of my old life. Every moment is pure hell.
I hope it won't be too painful. I've been through enough.
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
170
I'm so sorry life has treated you this way. It isn't fair and you do not deserve it. I really think none of us do. I really hope you find peace no matter what happens or what it looks like. :heart:
 
LastLightFade...

LastLightFade...

Member
Jan 12, 2026
32
It's only a matter of time now. My life went to shit this past year more than ever. Health declined (not that I was healthy to begin with) brain damage, lost my home, no one gives a shit. Only afraid of hurting two people. Every day I cry thinking of my old life. Every moment is pure hell.
I hope it won't be too painful. I've been through enough.
I'm sorry about that. I hope your death is quick and as painless as it gets. It sucks that life fucks people over like this. I'm not trying to be insensitive but can you tell me what your plan is?
 
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copioushopelessness

Experienced
Aug 27, 2025
275
I'm sorry about that. I hope your death is quick and as painless as it gets. It sucks that life fucks people over like this. I'm not trying to be insensitive but can you tell me what your plan is?
I pm'd you
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,172
It's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this suffering and torture in existing, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 

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