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theSuiCiDalCupCaKe

theSuiCiDalCupCaKe

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May 28, 2020
35
Hello all,

I have the SN and other meds needed and I've set the date to ctb this Saturday. The SN arrived this morning which was much quicker than anticipated. So I've given myself a couple of days to cherish my fav foods, see people etc :)

If anyone wants to hear the full plan, let me know. I'm using risperidone as an antiemetic, also taking paracetamol and promethazine to ease any headaches and anxiety on the night. I'll be posting another forum to update you all on any side effects too.

If all goes to plan, I'll be gone before 10pm on Saturday night. Thank you all for being here, not sure where I would be without this forum :)

Until Saturday!

HB
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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If this is the option you want then I wish you peace.
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
You seem so calm about these being your last days. I hope you're feeling this way too.

I'm also planning to enjoy some of my favourite things best to my ability before I go. What foods did you have?

Wishing you all the best, whether you decide to go through with your plan or not. ❤️
 
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theSuiCiDalCupCaKe

theSuiCiDalCupCaKe

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May 28, 2020
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You seem so calm about these being your last days. I hope you're feeling this way too.

I'm also planning to enjoy some of my favourite things best to my ability before I go. What foods did you have?

Wishing you all the best, whether you decide to go through with your plan or not. ❤️
Tbh I'm quite nervous as it's a big step to take, but I've been certain about ctb-ing for a while so it's kinda calming at the same time.
So far it's mainly been chocolate tomorrow I'm going to visit my favourite local cafe, the owner is such a lovely guy- he does the best milkshakes and cakes! Then possibly a takeaway pizza for my last meal.
Thank you ❤
 
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hahabye

hahabye

always say never
Sep 14, 2019
314
Tbh I'm quite nervous as it's a big step to take, but I've been certain about ctb-ing for a while so it's kinda calming at the same time.
So far it's mainly been chocolate tomorrow I'm going to visit my favourite local cafe, the owner is such a lovely guy- he does the best milkshakes and cakes! Then possibly a takeaway pizza for my last meal.
Thank you ❤
I know what you mean, my mind is constantly jumping between being stressed out and satisfied about what's coming soon. I wish there was something to make these days less nerve wrecking.

Ooh chocolate! That's definitely what I'm having when my last day is closer by. And a lot of it! It's nice that you're enjoying your days. :hug:

I hope that's going to be one amazing pizza!
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Sorry it has come to this for you! I'm glad you will be enjoying some favorite foods. I wish you the best.
 
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May 24, 2020
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I hope ur journey be peaceful and easy. This is not ur end
 
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Jun 11, 2021
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Sorry that life has brought you here but I wish you peace and hope you find what you seek.
 
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Estefania

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Jun 22, 2021
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Hola a todos,

Tengo el SN y otros medicamentos necesarios y he fijado la fecha para ctb este sábado. El SN llegó esta mañana, que fue mucho más rápido de lo previsto. Así que me he dado un par de días para apreciar mis comidas favoritas, ver gente, etc. :)

Si alguien quiere escuchar el plan completo, hágamelo saber. Estoy usando risperidona como antiemético, y también tomo paracetamol y prometazina para aliviar los dolores de cabeza y la ansiedad durante la noche. Publicaré otro foro para actualizarlos a todos sobre los efectos secundarios también.

Si todo va según lo planeado, me iré antes de las 10 pm el sábado por la noche. Gracias a todos por estar aquí, no estoy seguro de dónde estaría sin este foro :)

¡Hasta el sabado!

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Tengo una duda, donde se consigue el SN?
 

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