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Polyxo

Polyxo

Student
Mar 1, 2025
112
Wake up, be upset that I'm still alive, have a good cry, go to the bathroom, wash away the tears, ok good to go for the rest of the day, put on my best smile, be productive, get ready to sleep in the night, mentally plan CTB before drifting off
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,005
Crying doesn't relieve me anymore. It just hurts, so I have no choice but to suppress it.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
93
I usually feel sorry for myself all damn day but hey diff strokes for diff folks lol
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
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That's not a bad way to start the day.
 
the_etherealmuse

the_etherealmuse

Member
Jan 17, 2025
34
Wake up, be upset that I'm still alive, have a good cry, go to the bathroom, wash away the tears, ok good to go for the rest of the day, put on my best smile, be productive, get ready to sleep in the night, mentally plan CTB before drifting off
I wake up everyday and feel exhausted at the prospect of living. I wake up everyday wishing I didn't.
 

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