that didnt take long

[ornitier199]

I had misinterpreted the whole talk last time, that actually did made me feel like I could take another chance at it. but was I wrong.
Sad how pathetic I've become with the only place to turn to being this place even after the shit I said before.
I deserve this, and the more pain to come. It's gonna be a long agonizing life of suicidal thoughts with no way to actually catch that bus.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it is awful feeling as though you are trapped in this world. More than anything I wish that suicide is easier. The thought of suffering until old age is so horrifying. I'm sorry that you are in such an unbearable situation. Living really is so painful. I wish you the best.