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FireFox

FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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I would love to thank everyone for their supportive and non judgemental comments in my threads.

Everyone here is so real with their feelings.

In this forum i can express myself in a way which i can't do outside.

Everyone here has become my friend. I want everyone to know that.

I have finally lost the will to live.
Life isnt for me. I dont belong here in this world
I have struggled to fit in.
Maybe if had a boyfriend who deeply loved me or a job that is meaningful things would have been different .

All i ever wanted was a meaningful purpose in life but the lockdown has shown me my life is nothing but a failure.
I have accepted i will never find love or become the person i truly was supposed to be .

I am tired of fighting. I am done with life.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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I'm so sorry that life has backed you into a corner and you've lost all drive to go on. I believe existence owes you better. I'm thankful you've been able to derive some benefit from this forum and community.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Is this a goodbye, or reaching out? I've enjoyed your posts, and am happy you've been here with us. I'm sorry life has been so cruel to you.
 
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FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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Is this a goodbye, or reaching out? I've enjoyed your posts, and am happy you've been here with us. I'm sorry life has been so cruel to you.
RoseyBird
Not really a good bye but I am just showing appreciation to everyone here.
I have a reached point in which I am disillusioned with life and there is no going back
I cant ever see myself being truly happy living in this world
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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RoseyBird
Not really a good bye but I am just showing appreciation to everyone here.
I have a reached point in which I am disillusioned with life and there is no going back
I cant ever see myself being truly happy living in this world
Nice to hear it's not a goodbye, but also sad to hear you're so down. I can relate. We can hug it out and eat junk food anytime you need.
 
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