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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
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You have made my stay here feel meaningful. My interactions with people here gave me a bit of purpose again. However, I feel that I already overstayed my welcome as this forum gives me a bit of sense of purpose, though positive, I cannot fathom that Im only existing for that sense and the thought of waking up to the same void is beginning to hurt more and more such that the longer I exist, the more resources I consume from my family which I can no longer bear.

Therefore, it is time I leave this forum and most likely, in life as well. Though the opportunity is uncertain, I will keep trying. As for how, I only have SN and I hope I'll be successful. Its a bit embarrassing and tiring already having attempted many times without success. 😅 My apologies that I wont be logging details this time. I need to focus.

I hope that my efforts here were equally of help and useful. I thank you all for the experience and I wish you all well in whatever is your choosing.
 
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DPJ187

Student
Apr 14, 2022
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Good luck my friend. May you get to where you want to be soon
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do and I hope you find what you are looking for.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
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I hope things get better for you. I wish you the best.
 
Al_stargate

Al_stargate

I was once a pretty angel
Mar 4, 2022
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Sorry about your issues. Many of us are reluctantly ctb-ing, and it takes time to get all sorted out and prepare yourself mentally. Don't feel like you overstayed your welcome or that you're consuming resources. People want to help and if there is a chance of getting better, don't feel bad. Life is about give and take. Sometimes we give, sometimes we take. Whatever your choice, wish you well.
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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I appreciated your posts. I wish you peace.
 
Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
I enjoyed your presence here. I hope you find what you're seeking. Godspeed, Chiisai.
 
DangerRanger

DangerRanger

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Apr 14, 2022
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for
 
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