I just recovered my account just to say thank you SS. I'm still doing my best, healing, patiently forgiving myself, accepting the person I am now but also allowing myself to grieve the person that I didn't become. And I just realized that I still want to discover myself, try new things, and meet new people. I know that this feeling is not linear. I'm still getting flashbacks, feeling the guilt and regrets, and sometimes the thought of being gone is still here because I didn't plan on living this long. But I think the process to have the ability to address these emotions and triggers and getting advice, opinions, and support from people in this community, even though I don't know them in person, has really helped me a lot. It's not been easy and I'm still making progress.I just want you to know that there are people who will still help you and make you feel seen and heard, and sometimes it's not the people who are physically beside you. That's all. Thank you SS.
Thank you so much 
