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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Arcanist
May 5, 2020
401
Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,802
I am 61 years old. Christmas has always been a special time of year for me. I became suicidal a few months ago because of poor physical health and now I don't care about Christmas or anything else in this life.
 
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Ricky1@@

Ricky1@@

Student
Sep 26, 2020
104
Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?
Merry ⛄
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,055
I am 64 years young and I have never liked christmas. I had crappy "parents" who did nothing for Christmas and all this time it is always by myself and it stinks.
 
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LadyApple

LadyApple

We just want to go home early.
Feb 17, 2020
117
Thankfully Christmas is now over. Hopefully for me, never to be seen again. Alive anyway. Christmas time has never been so special to me. Probably as the last 3 or 4 have been me in a flat alone. Bored of them now

Anyone the same?
Yeah, I feel the same. I was all alone in my dark apartment. I laid in bed all day. When I woke up it was already 9 pm and all dark outside, and in my heart too. I made a wish for this Christmas to be the last one I ever spent alone. I will kill myself before it happens again next year. It feels like life is constantly bitch slapping me. I am so lonely that I wish someone could come to rape me or kill me before or afterwards, or whatever I don't care. At least I have some human interactions.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
590
...only in certain countries.
 
Cherrypea

Cherrypea

I remember when all this will be again
May 3, 2020
419
Hallelujah to that.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,335
It's not. It's still second Christmas day here.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Easily the worst Christmas for me to date. I used to love it. Not anymore, that's for sure..
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,671
Me.
It has been my last one.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
2,394
I'm not alone, but I kinda wish I was alone. I explained why in another recent post.... :/ I'm glad it's over too.
 
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