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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

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Nov 12, 2021
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When I was enveloped in depression It was almost narcotic… I was practically catatonic unable to do anything but lay in bed all day… But that seems to have gone away and now I'm just in terror - Realizing I have no future other than being homeless… I have zero desire to CTB but too Exhausted "fix "my life…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds like a difficult situation to be in, and I can imagine that it must be really hard. This life really is so cruel and it's sad how so much suffering exists. I hope that you find relief.
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
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Yeah, it's incredibly paralyzing, the simplest things take so much energy to do; let alone taking on a task that will span your entire life...
 
WhitePill

WhitePill

Pilferer
Jul 27, 2022
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I totally get it. That feeling of helplessness gradually morphs into fear because the longer you do nothing the worse it gets until you come to the realization that you are royally screwed.
 

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